Hello , im sure all of you know me by now , I'm Hiddenwave ex member/admin who left the clan . Yes i did leave the clan but i had a valid reason . I did not like GB's policy but i was supposed to go to jail for reasons i do not like to discuss about (im speaking about this the first time) , but the prosecutors luckily didn't think i should go to jail but i got other punishment but for now it does not matter . Why did i leave the clan ? Well i didn't knew about not going to jail b4 so i thought ill just leave , yes i should of just tell the admins that im gonna be inactive but i didn't and maybe it was a mistake and maybe not . I still do not regret anything . Basically what im trying to say is that im still in the community and i am still playing in gb servers and alot in gb ts . i do know that some of the managers dislike me but i do hope it will not cloud your judgement , because i am still the same person as i were when u accepted me into gb and promoted to admin . you know you can trust me doing my job well . Why not re-joining the clan instead of just applying for external mod ? Well it's the same case as when i left the clan to try my luck as external mod , which i didn't really expected to be denied , but ohwell . Basically i love the community , the players the ts and everything , but i do not wanna be involved in GB's policy . i just wanna kick the campers in gb2 and force people to speak english or german in gb4 and whatnot . as im still admin in echelon , i can ban , see screenshots , know the gb server's password and etc , i didn't miss use my power and ban people and etc . What i want you to understand is that im trustable and still a big part of the gb community , i do understand that some people dislike me but that shouldn't cloud your judgement as i was still fair and doing my job . As for wanja saying im not loyal when i left the gb clan . well that's not just true . I stayed in the community , i respect gb and i love the servers , i'm still in gb ts almost everday (sure i was inactive almost for a month after i left gb but i had personal problems , stress and etc regarding the jail thing n etc) . sure i could of told you all of that but i just didn't wanna speak out , but i do now . as for **Low in the end of my name , it's not a clan , people in pcw's kept asking what skill i am so i decided to just put it there , which lead to promod team , So my promod team is called **Low and no its not a clan , just a personal promod team which i hope im allowed to have . i really hope that the community will happily welcome me back . About the GB policy , Yes well , where do i start its really hard to explain this and im not even sure if you guys care what i write here . but in most cases (you don't want to admit it but its true) German members get treated better than english members , trust me the whole english community says it (even slotty) . I do expect you to defend yourself in that situation , but its just what we english people feel not just me , so please do not only blame me for this . now that wanja is head admin things have gotten somewhat better . I'm still in community , i still feel like a member , i feel the same as before , hated and loved , doesn't matter . I Really hope you accept my application and i do hope you read this whole thing and PLEASE do NOT let you Disliking me cloud your JUDGEMENT . think about facts . The fact is that i left gb clan but i was a walking confused stress meter at that time and that makes me human , and humans make mistakes . i Hope that every member and even a normal player reads this and gives it a thought , thank you , goodbye and happy new year
I'm ruthless , rude , straight forward . But im fair and loyal .